Ive gained a lot of my friends back and i really am starting too see just how much people care for me, it sucks when u cant make time for everyone, when i only got 3 days too do it, plus spend time with troy on his only day off. but i feel blessed I love you troy allen.
Love is a lot of things, thats for sure. Everyday I fall inlove with you, you prove too me that love really does happen.. I never thought id be in a place with someone that is working out.. Someone who loves me back, I never had that. And from.here on out I can say yes; I have gotten.the pleasure of knowing true love.
I love him.. <3 I dont know if 4 months is a short time too know that, but I do. you are the best boyfriend I could ever ask for.
Im Happy, for once i feel like i make someone else just as happy as i am. its only been 4 months of getting too know eachother, but everyday is new, and everyday im happier. i can with you all day in bed, and feel like i had the best day. we both have flaws, and both our families are on the crazy side, but thats why we have eachother.. thats why i believe you were brought to me. i thank god...
its a feeling that not everyone can understand. Too love someone who is out of ur reach; for days, weeks,months.. is something hard too overcome. when u swear it will never change, but when you look too the side of you and realize they should be there but their not, you will tell ur friends how hard it is, but they will never know that feeling. not knowing the next time you will see them again,...
you are my best friend, my go to person, my calm, my security, my shoulder, my laughter, my tears, everything im sure of… till now. I love you so much, too the moon and back and i mean that, u will always be somethin bitter sweet to me. u will always be in my mind wonderin how ur day is, texting you everyday is one thing.. but seeing u will be hard, when i know i cant touch you, feel you....
noone one has ever from day one given me that feeling during sex.. it felt like we were together again.. like u were mine again. but u have too leave, and i understand that, and i respect that, but im ganna miss you till i see you again.. who knows when that will be.. just for One day together u make the world stop, and its just me and you. i love you matthew john himick even tho i cant tell u...
Havent Writen In Forever.
Im always workin, im always exhausted. I dont have time for anyone really, not even myself .. I dont watch tv barely,my work is my life now, and i dont care cause its money, moral of this story is im tired.. Always. I dont know about you anymore, evrything is a lie..
I love you, as much As im ganna try too move on cause u told me too, prob wont happen. i dont wanna text you, cause thats not letting myself heal if i do. yes ur my friend, one of my best friends. but its hard.. if you ever decide that its worth it, then ill be right here. yah she wants you, and believes in you guys but i dont wanna lose you. all i know is ur on my mind 24/7, and ur nothing like...
If I Fall Can You Let Me Down Easy.
I LOVE YOU AND YOUR ARE THE BESTEST FRIEND I HAVE AND I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU EVERRRRRRR <3 :)
AND the amazing thing Is, This Love Is That Good Love, None of that CrazyAss kinda shit, and thats why i keep you around<3
I NEVER HAVE TIME FOR TUMBLR ANYMORE… Ill catch ya up, - Ive beeen making not so much wise discions lately.. Eh But i know im ganna be with matt he makes me the happiest girl anyone has made me. hes too good for me, i deserve him but then i dont. i refuse too break his heart… So I wont, I cant. I could never let him slip out of my hand because of stupid shit. <3babe.
Im Thinking of the one person i never think about today, The one person who broke my heart, & The sad reason why im thinking of him, is only cause i feel hurt right now by someone else. and that always brings my feelings back too you. a month ago i had the world on my hands and no its gone… - well only the guys part. anywho i just feel blah.
Distance Can Suck A Dick!